Cloudy.

I guess i left my blog hanging in the air..so sorry for that. I can't maintain you everyday coz in the first place..my net connection was cut, next thing i knew my pc was dead.. :( You see how terrible i am suffering now ? T_____TNot all the times we feel good or happy..sometimes we felt bad and sad.. Good thing Mom's wifi at the office was my only source.~ 

Anyway, as what the title says, my month was CLOUDY as the weather.. so lame..so busy so alone and so devastated this past few weeks.. *sigh* Cloudy as it seems, the weather changes its mood and so my life. Let's just say two people are having misunderstanding as of the moment, me on the other side always failed on something i really wanted to do, and mistakes always comes around everyday. November is not the month for me i think.:(

I usually get emotional at the weirdest things. It's truly upsetting, heartbreaking things can happen in my life- real things and my eyes won't glaze and i want to get out to reality and stay away from it. I think it keeps me all alone and blue. I want to stay and be stuck somehow in my little own world..-my dreamland where all i could do is dream and be happy. Dreaming that all my wish and hopes do come true. But somehow, reality won't allow me to enter..instead i always end up stuck in the middle of nowhere. But i know time will come..all things will be in the right places. I know God will always guide us no matter what. Just have Faith and Trust in Him and He will direct you to the right path. One thing im Hoping for: a sunny day, happy people and unexpected blessings coming my way. Even though Christmas is coming..it doesn't make me happy either but im still hoping for a white Christmas to come and for sure it will come true.:)

PS: Never Give up..and Keep holding on.^___^

AJA.!